As smooth as well

Mode: It seems like too many things to do, yet so little time

There's no such word can say....Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan....thanks to my family who always support me from behind.....in every single things that i do.....i love u sooooo much! Especially to my Dearly mOm! Deep down inside my heart, there's no empty space to put ur love! it's full enough mOm...with the joy, the love, the happiness...& everythings that mOm gimme!!! it's warm! cool! calm~ Alhamdulillah, it's a gift from Allah....the best gift!

Hati ni sbnrnya dah penuh! sarat dgn kasih sayang mak & for sure kasih syg abah yg kekal abadi dalam diri! it's been almost 2 months, when abah leave me......to continue survive in this world! but know wut, everytime i remember him, aku rs mcm br semalam abah pegi! & hati ni akan rs sayuuuu sgt! susah nk cakap, but klu kita pernah rs kehilangan, yes, for sure kita akan faham! dalam hidup aku, bila abah pegi, aku rs tulaaaa kehilangan paling dasyat yg aku pernah lalui.

Hati ini dipujuk dgn janji Allah yang sememangnya no doubt! ianya PASTI....& as a human being, aku berpegang pada janji itu...even, aku sendiri ader kot termungkir janji~heh....

There's soooo many things yg aku rs aku dah regret! tp, life must go on right! & sumtimes, akal yg cetek ni mcm berkata2...."wut if abah is here....stand still by my side...."... ader byk soalan aku nk tanya dia! ada banyak pendapat & keputusan dia yg aku nak tau! *kembali beristighfar~& calm myself to accept the fact, that abah is gone! yes, gone!!

Stand by my own feet~ni benda yg abah selalu ajar aku....but still, i can feel his love! his care! eventhough he teach me to lean on my own shoulder! because, maybe abah know, that 1 day he will leave me behind without any replacement to take care of me! & masa ni.....skrg ni....i admit that i need him badly!!!

Abah, there's no word can say....how much i love u....i miss u.....i need u.....smg abah tenang di sana...

Allah SWT Maha Adil....DIA takkan tinggalkan kita seorang diri~Allah hadirkan keluarga yg sakinah....rezeki yang baik berupa kawan-kawan yg memahami....yg sentiasa ada dikala aku susah atau senang....Allah hu Robbi...alhamdulillah....

Thanks to all!