She is my Bidadari

Mode: She is my mOm....my mummy! ok, she is my Lovely Dearly "Mak"

Mak, i love u more than i love myself!! this is soooo TRUE!

She turn to 61 years old by this year! alhamdulillah....for me, mak is a great wife! mak jaga abah dgn baik till the end! mak syg abah a lot!!! yes, i knw bout that!! Syukur Allah bg mak kekuatan utk jaga abah selama hampir 4 tahun! even, kadang2 mak ckp mak x larat nk angkat abah sorang2x....mak terjatuh sama2 dgn abah! ms mak citer sume tuh, sebenarnya anak mak ni dah meraung dalam hati! tp, ampun & maaf mak....x de apa yg anak mak ni boleh buat! hajat di hati nk hire maid, sampai ke sudah x kesampaian! yes, i admitted, im not a good daughter! Not at all! will never be!!! mohon ampun mak! nothing yg anak mak ni boleh buat utk mak abah!

Mak anak kedua....mak citer, dulu mak byk berkorban utk adik2 mak! even mak x citer direct, tp mak cakap, sume keje mak penah buat kecuali keje kilang! actually this is quiet lawak la...sbb mak tooo curious mcm mn rs keje kilang....x yahla mak...cukuplahhhh mak wat mcm2 keje dr keje sawah sampailah mak merantau tempat org! ok, now i knw sifat berdikari nieh aku adapt dr sape...selain ianya abah yg pupuk sejak kecik! it's came from both mak & abah!

Lepas abah pegi, badan mak dah mula sakit2....but, wut can i do mom? lately, mak ckp kaki mak sakit....anak mak ni nampak betapa sengsaranya mak nk menapak! tp, apa anak mak ni boleh buat!? ....again im repeating, im not a good daughter! last 2@3 weeks, kami kemas2 umah, mak pun beria2 tlg kemas jugak! dgn kaki yg sakit2 tuh, mak pun panjat2 jugak duk mengemas! wut can i do? even dah byk kali ckp, mak x yah buat, tp kalau dah nama'y mak, mmg x reti nk duk diam kan??!

Mak, sejak dr duu, mak berkorban utk org lain.....mak bersusah2 utk org lain....mak pk susah org lain.....tp, mak x pernah ke pk utk kesenangan diri mak.....td ms kol mak, im crying....yes, air mata ni jatuh jugak lepas ckp dgn mak! tau mak sakit, tp wut can i do mak?? im not doing anything rite!

& tadi bila along kol, suh pujuk mak duk umah along, mak refused! even abg long pun dah suh mak duk sekali...mak also refused...mak still pk susah org lain! mak..kenapa Allah bagi mak hati yg terlalu menjaga hati org lain selain mak menjaga ht sendiri?

No word can say....how much i owe u for the rest of my life! bertabahlah mak...anak mak ni doakan mak sihat walafiat....im giving u a little reward by februari 2014 ok! love u till jannah mak! love u more & even more day by days!

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